New
research shows that cerebral palsy sufferers have stopped development at the
point of learning how to turn over, stand up, &c. Many years later they
cannot perform certain actions because their mind has restricted them: they can
go back into a fetal position. It does not affect their intelligence or growth
in other areas. Nolan’s favourite words – casting, crested, cradled – reveal
someone limited by a body that cannot obey the wishes of the mind. The
compacting of his sentences is not simply the result of his method of composing
with the ‘unicorn’ – dropping the articles, inventing new words, rearranging
traditional order; it comes from a great rush to get things said, an intense
urgency governed by his disability and by the strains of time (the eye and the
clock) to get it all out. So what if his mother edited or added? It seems
almost inevitable, considering the method. What is at the core – in the beauty
of the descriptions of friendships, family and happiness, and in the unique
poetic sentences – could only come from one person out of hardship. It is
surprising how little actual hardship is dwelt upon, yet it is the unseen base
out of which all of this develops. But we still have it at the very end and are
left in no doubt.
Entry
in Notebooks, 6th July 1989
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